The lost of your caring.

Is been a while i dint update my blog..because i dont have the mood to..guess it was because of the break up? i dont know? having alots of problem nowadays first i lost my girl i lost some friends lost alots of caring is been a hard time..but somehow i still miss you...whatever what have done is done i still have to move on and face more toughness infront i am trying to change myself right now to another person? maybe is just because i lost hell lots of caring? who cares nobody wants to..this days really cant sleep much and stress of the 'undang' thingy is like i sleep at 5 or 6 in the morning and wake up at 11 something? i feel tired but i really cant sleep..am i so like freaking your all or your all just dont like me to mix hang along? your all like leaving me dead behind..what did i do? anyway i found my biggest fear that kills hell lots is lonely-ness and sorrow-ness within my heart.

for the last wish..i really hope someone really care about me

i wrote your name on my heart (:

I LOVE YOU
i will keep my love for you forever and always and never let you go (:



althought i know i am a useless bastard that always make you suffer and pain..i am sorry )';

distance.

Bii i miss you so much ! )';

(currently at ipoh)

sweet kisses (:

have a wonderful day with baby ! so happy (: we watch movie , walk around , eat and dream world i just feel damn happy ! love her like crazy ! she the nicest girl i ever met ! this is why i love her so much ! and i dont know wad so addicting about my jacket? she wear the whole day and dint even take out before..haha end up bring back home somemore (:

honey i love youuu !

round and round (:

yesterday is fucking boring ! please save me ! whole day at home? all i do is just watch tv and day dreaming...can u imagine from the time u wake up untill u sleep u just watch tv and day dreaming..yeah maybe some of you guys think is fun and enjoyable but to me i can DIE ! anyway at night bii called me and talk in cantonese hahaha XD anyway remember what i tell you to ar ! dont wear white shirt (:


bii cantonese very PROOO!

can you feel? because i cant feel at all.

not i dont love you already or starting to lose feeling on you..is just you dont care and missunderstand they way i care about you do you know how much i need you when i am alone ? i been so lonely for this week maybe is a short time for you but is a long time for me but do you know ? i need you so much miss you so much..but so what ? you care ? no...you dont care...even you have free time you rather spend with your friends..i always wanted to meet you to see you if i have a chance i dont even want to lose a single chance to meet you and see you...can you dont treat me this way ? i really do love you.

i really miss you so much but you think i dont

i love you so much but you think i am just playing with your feeling.

how do i feel? nobody know and nobody care.

lying to me wont make me smile it will only make me more hurt.

your mine (:

bii i loveee you so much ! (: nobody can replace you in my heart even i kena 'buang' already from school cant see you everyday ): i miss you so much..is been a time i dint see you dint hug you dint see your face i missss you so badly darling..hope can see you soon ): i really do serious in our relationship when i say i love you means i really do ! i am yours forever muacksss!

your mine forever ! (:

love you !